Dear friend

 
        dear friend; I think of you every now and then;  
   my unselfish yet selfish desire to explore something,  
   with you as if i would never experience it again;  
   understanding our boundaries, yet my hormones wanted to break them;  
 
 
        dear friend; I apologize yet again;  
      I know you wanted to help jail break me from my personal prison;  
      I'm aware I've made rash momentary decisions;  
      literally treated every day as the fact it's not promised; just a given;  
 
 
       dear friend; I appreciated each time we'd spend;  
       the brief conversation; yet the smiles and laughing;  
       felt great to be myself with little to no judgement;  
       I miss the quality of you, that you shared; very eccentric;  
 
        
        dear friend; the time came and went;  
        though things didn't go differently;  
        sharing time with you has been priceless....