Beauty in the Beast

A walking nightmare cloth in sweet dreams
On the outside looking in my life looks damn near perfect
A walking nightmare cloth in sweet dreams
My family don’t believe in me my so call friends ain’t nothing but flees to me
A walking nightmare cloth in sweet dreams
Everything I ever believed In i want to throw out the window everything I was taught growing up
A walking nightmare cloth in sweet dreams
Damn what a fucked up cover up ..living life now still trying to figure shit out
A walking nightmare cloth in sweet dreams
My thoughts keep me tired I’m always thinking about the good the bad and the ugly
A walking nightmare cloth in sweet dreams
When people see me they receive a sweet warm smile from someone thats soul shines so bright but on the inside it’s night
A walking nightmare cloth in sweet dreams
I think about my mistakes and fears throughout the years damn that’s a lot of tears
A walking nightmare cloth in sweet dreams
I want to scream and fight and then plan a late night flight that goes anywhere away from here
A walking nightmare cloth in sweet dreams
I want to be happy really happy I mean I want to actually feel the way my daily mask looks
A walking nightmare cloth in sweet dreams
So many people watching me , waiting for me to fold ...
A walking nightmare cloth in sweet dreams
I’d rather die now than to grow lonely , cold and old .
A walking nightmare cloth in sweet dreams