winter distraction

Winter always brings me back to you
Summer distracts us
Spring butterflies my heart
Fall :/ I already have
and you have hardly left my thoughts after all these years
can I wake and not miss you?
Not want your lips firmly placed on mine
after all this time...
a text do late with such a sweet gesture
could you do the favor of letting me know you received.
worrying I'm only digging a grave while in my current engagement
pool of fantasies
winter globe of recollections,  rekindling fire