Over Again

Very small, so very small. That's how I always feel.
Wounds inside my fragile heart that time will never heal.
Hopeless, helpless, lost at sea, forgotten, left behind.
Tired of these feeling that are boiling deep inside.
My mind is blank, my heart: broken, my soul is torn to shreds.
Sick of being abandoned, disregarded, left for dead.
I thought this time was different, I thought this time would work.
Despite the doubts and fears that dwell within my mind and lurk.
Very wrong, so very wrong, my fears were all correct.
He entered my life in a maelstrom and left it all a wreck.