Idolization towards the one you Want

Idolization towards the one you Want
I can feel the wave of emotions flowing
A heart stained by fantasies trying to manifest
All the joy I’ve known all my life, I want you to be a part of it
To have you in my arms is all I need now
Do you know, you are my favorite person
Do you know what you’re doing to me
I’m trapped in a daydream, visions of you and I
I know this is lust but I want it to be so much more
I need it to be love
To be like a romance with a happy ending
You are the woman I idolize
So ambitious, so intellectual, makes me red like roses
Do you know you’re walking on sexual appeal
Filling my head becoming an addiction
Would you listen to the words I need to say
This embarrassment, me turning into a stricken fool
Must I come reformed to achieve the attention I desire
I want to make beautiful memories, to fill the space between us
I need something precious like everyone else
It feels like an infliction, the desperation
But I know it’s my problem
Congesting, conflicting, so dumb, so cold, so cruel
See through these brown eyes and see what the heart wants figure out its intentions
It’s all for you