BloodBath

Another bloodbath that I just can't explain
It's like this pen in my hand keeps bleeding nothing but pain
It all goes sideways and I just don't know why
But every time I spit out lyrics someone else has to die
Conflicted it's so hard to choose
Slit your throat, a hail of bullets, or dangle you from a noose
That's how it is kid that's just how it goes
If you ain't died in these rhymes I'm killing you at the shows
It's just to mask the pain
Why should you live
As I release the hate  
Cold is the barrel die in my sleep
Wake up in horror and let my pen bleed
I've been sick, and a rapist, racist, a soldier, a priest
Alone, anticipating death, while spreading disease
Homeless, cold is the air that I breathe
Judge me and soon you will see
Insanity
Violence soothes to ease my pain
Insanity
At least what remains of me
Life's just a story but as it twists through my brain
Starts out with love and affection, ends up in death and dismay
See I'm a nice guy till the blood starts to flow
Then my pen hits the page and everything goes psycho  
Come taste the madness
Feel the hate that I bring
You might get lost inside the words but you can feel what I sing
Fuck your opinion if you ain't down LBV
Either you love it or you hate it makes no difference to me