F*ck...Enough

Disturbing, unknown, evil and halfdead
Nothing left from what you had
Nothing in the soul nor in the pocket
Broken chariot dreamt to be a rocket
Fly high and touch the start
Look at them through eyes for scars
Ugly on the face but deeper on your soul
Scars of the stupid pink child goal
A dream...covered by clouds of pain
Will you dare to live that dream again?
Will you raise your hand one more time?
Will you ask that sky, your god, "why?"
Will you find the light in the puddle
Dirt and shame your closest brother
Trust this one and that one too
Think, will they one day turn to you?
Looking into your eyes will they
Help you with your NotToDie game
Or will find their hands in your bag?
Not carrying it but taking back
What they gave you or pretended
Did you hope for love when friended?
Did you call for so-called "love"?
Will you hope or..."Fuck...Enough!"