West_END

I miss you tonight, hours ago I thought I had broken your spell and was healing , sparked by a inside joke we shared, a memory of an experience that I want to remember even though it pulls, scrunches and makes me feel like I’m falling into emptiness, I have to let go

and fall
and fall

let go of my heart strings which you own and I cling to

and fall and fall and hope I slows down before I hit bottom, I don’t want it to hurt when I do accept when I have stopped falling, just denial.I’m fine...just pretend it’s still the past

Take me away from here- for the warm feeling in being in love, soul mate, I was born to love you, Mercury,stars

Theatre songs that I can’t hear any more , but I have to stop, the hurt, pain.
Anger now features surprisingly,

Never again, but would do it in a second.

And fall
And fall

Because you were the dream
A sentence by a stranger was all my past needed for a fantasy binge.
Just ignore the 10 pages you wrote on :why it wouldn’t have worked.
a dream became real and so did reality.