Fading away

I can see that you are fading away From me.
I finally open my eyes an realize
It's too late .
I love you day by day .
you're Feelings are coming visible that you don't feel the same .
we have nothing nice to say to eachother .
You are shy man .
I'm watching you daily w/ no words .
Talking to the man above about you .
reading out conversations over & over .
Thinking about all the good Tryna erase all the bad .
out my mind like damn
Why did you had to make me act like that ?
you kept playing w/ fire
Now look where we at ?
Might seem lil bit crazy but hey .
I love you
Its like we will never b the same
should I care an wish for better days ?
Or who do I blame ?
Me ? You ?
The choices that we made
it's nothing I can do but pray .
I love you .
we are to toxic too stay  .
I'm away physically but my heart can't stay away mentally.
I'm telling you just how I feel .
I wish I can take by everything I had said that "day" but I know I can't .
It's too late ...