What it's like to love you

To love you is a feeling words can't explain
It's like a beautiful picnic then starts the rain... Your great for my eyes but always leave my heart in pain.  The worst part is knowing you'll never feel the same.
As fast as you left... your back
Leaving me to wonder when my heart will again crack.
But when I'm with you everything stops
Even if it's for a day... that day..I'm on top.
I guess it was just not ment to be!
Everyone sees it but apparently not me.
Maybe one day I'll be good enough for you to see...
Til then I'll just be a sad version of me