Who?

Hallucinating, when i open my eyes i see shit that makes me feel like i'm a kid again, but other times i swear that i'm in hell, this lack of sleep is starting to affect my brain, even my muscles are getting numb now theres no more pain, plus i'm getting thinner, shit, as if i wasnt skinny as hell before, these mother fuckers will probably think i caught something, and start running their mouths like 20 dollar whores in jewelry stores that sell ice for no more than 10Gz and thats the lowest price, the highest price they dont want to know, since theyre worth change compared to the price of a stone, so they walk out facing the ground, contemplating all the mistakes they did in life to get that low, thats how i feel now, like a worthless rock laying on the dessert sand, the scorching heat burning my back but i cant move, and then, my eyes start to twitch, shit! Another fucking hallucination, i'm starting to lose the sense of what reality is, is reality what reality really is, Yes that was a question just incase youre wondering, and yes im a bit paranoid incase you plan to ask that too, i dont even know who i'm talking to, maybe my conscious and my sub-consious are trying to have a conversation, but i dont know who is who, do you?