How it Ends

Oooooooh love
We settled for close enough
But it didn't turn out to be the best for us
My heart aches without you
My tears dry when only at your side
I was wrong to doubt you
I'd give anything to have you in my life
Tell me that you haven't found yourself a replacement
I know our souls were never adjacent
I wish I could take it back to a time
Before I let my spirit leave this body and torn mind

You always had a way of putting smiles on my face
We'd lay awake at night and welcome the dawn of a new day
You used to be my diamond, shining light on my brain
I'll never feel electric again

I liked the way you put your head on my chest when you rested
I'd tangle all my fingers in your hair
I like the way your chest pushed into my ribs whenever you breathed
My bed is colder now, you are not there

I don't want you any more baby, I promise, tell me please that you understand
I want to let you be free and be all you can be while I turn myself into a man, yeah that's the plan
Spit my shit and get the grands
Chicks and bitches in the stands
You'll catch babies in your hands
I'll pull bad babies on demand

That's how it has to be
I tell myself the same shit, every week
although, a life without you, has me weak
This is how it has to be

I lost all my patience and romantic statements
were nothing but hot air so awkwardly blatant
I made the mistake of forgetting my brain and you left me in rain,
I don't blame you
You took off with feelings while nervously steering
Through unlit surroundings with destiny nearing
You made the mistake of not hitting the breaks and got left in the rain,
Who will save you?

For some time, my shadow,
Would shade you, of spotlight
I've come to, conclude that,
I wrapped you, up too tight

I don't see the need to dig up pain from the past
I feel the urgency to say what's held in my heart
I never loved another like you and no other again
I'm sorry this is how it all ends