Inside the mirror

Have you ever thought about throwing yourself off a bridge?
I have.
Have you ever contemplated driving your car off into a ditch?
I have.
Have you ever taken a knife to your skin?
I have.
Have you ever thought about if anyone would truely miss you when you were gone?
I have.
Have you ever played out your own funeral?
I have.
Have you ever lost everything you ever wanted?
I have.
Have you ever felt different, like an outcast, on the edge of a breakdown, depressed, alone, hated, alienated, unloved, insecure, sensative, unwanted, and not worth it?
Well, i am.