OG Anxiety

On the process of learning myself, dealing with spiritual issues that conquer the mental, health declining rapidly from what I’ve been through, depression crushing my spirit, I fear it, the birds are singing sweet songs?well my anxiety is projected and hectic, So I can barely hear, It takes control of me, My words are scattered just thrown out there hoping you grab the concept, a bully that just won’t let me be, I pray that you give me a day, just to recuperate, I need a break. I’m tired of surviving this onslaught of mixed emotions,deep thoughts latched on to broken focus, I heard chemical imbalances cause erosion... it’s a mess.