He Lost His

I often wonder
Where this girl went
Drastically changing 
forever remaining
Unsearchable obtaining 
My highs overwhelming 
forgetting that fact he needed me 
expecting him to be knowing 
or making him to see 
I wanted him to feel something real
instead I pushed him
I tore him down 
From left to right
Uncasting his crown
Which caused us both
Just to fight 
Madder and madder
We both became 
He lost His rock
His heart
His reign 
When I became a hot mess
I made
The heart of gold
That he once knew
Has vanished
Being so cold and rude
He couldn't be the one
To bring her back 
So just like that 
He walked away
he had no choice
Which was his fear
even though
He's reminded everyday
The drug he gave her carried her away
He held her high which dwindled away 
His best friend
Whom she unrecognized
That meth consumed her
Made her die 
She gave up on him
sad but true
she lost all hope
he finally knew 
the only thing
He thought would save her
Was being alone
May heaven help her