The thin line between the dream and the reality

How does it feel?
when every thing you thought was real
turns out to  to be a joke  
would the pain be easy to heal?
 
Does it feel well ?
When you thought you were in heaven
But you find that you’re actually in hell
your voice won’t be heard, no matter how loud you yell
 
Do u wanna stay?
Or you just wanna lay?
lay, and go back to that heaven once again
’cause here u  can’t be saved no matter how hard you pray
 
Maybe "here" you just don’t belong
Maybe only "there" you can get along
I know it is hard to take
I know it you’re not that strong
 
There you get everything you want
Here, sadly, you do not
There,you can be "you"
Here, everyone kicks you out
 
Damn, that ugly moment when the alarm screams
When the alarm stops the whole stream
When the alarm wakes you from your dream