So tired of being tired

I can't even think straight  
Every second you consume of me  
I can't even turn around without seeing you starring  
Then asking endless questions that stem from insecurities
Whatever answer I give is wrong it seems  
Constantly blaming me
I'll nod and agree ,you say I'm lying  
I challenge , you get explosive
Never do my words get heard I constantly repeat
Sometimes about the same thing  
You literally woke me up to drama
And it hasn't ended causing trauma  
You keep on pushing pressing every button
Then complain when I come undone  
Then get horny and wanna fuck me
You don't know what to think  
About anything  
Always contradicting your own belief  
It's physically and mentally exhausting
You drain me spiritually
And I don't think you love me  
Just lust me  
 I think I'm done with these endeavors
You leave me hotter than a fever  
Then cold like the sweats so angry I shiver
I don't need this  
I'm done with it  
Whatever this sick affair is  
Now mostly a regret