You become agony in a matter of minutes

Everything reminds me of you.
You've been on my bed
lain on my sheets
rest your hesd on my pillow
hugged me in front of the cupboard
stood in front of my desk
been in the bathroom
walked through the dining room
been in the pstio
been to the shops
been down the creek
sat with me at the playground
kissed me on the path
called me at the park
walked down my road
held my hand to my house
kissed me at the scoreboard
crossed the road with me
walked to the street with me
been to school with me
been to my locker
been to class
been everywhere with me

my body betrays me and reminds me of you
i remember the photos i sent
the way your hands felt
the way your mouth tasted
the way your skin smoothed over mine
the way it felt to lie with you
the way you called me sexy and beautiful
and let me believe you.

All I want to do is forget
because if this is feeling, i don't want to
if this is love, i don't want it
if this is what it's like to know heartbreak
i don't want to feel.

I just want to feel you.
and love you without tears

but that's never going to happen.
that door's closed to me now.
all i can do is forget