Have you ever?

Have you ever felt so unwanted by a person who you love. Had that urge of wanting them so bad that YOU scratch something or move around in a uncomfortable position and the thought of you not getting that person drives you crazy. Trying to do everything you can to get over the pain and hurt. Visioning that individual given out the love that you was supposed to get.  That feeling when you dream about that individual with you, being intimate with that person and plus spend your whole life with the one you love until you wake up with a empty space besides you in your bed patiently waiting for that spot to be filled. Falling out of love, and breaking the bond really hurt a person who truly loves you. Saving that spot for that special someone until they come back home, but the fear is that individual getting messed over by the ones who don't deserve their love . Have you ever been In the middle of doing something such as running, working, housecleaning or driving to run errands and you had that thought of that person,  the memories you shared plus the dedication and determination you went through instantly you try to stay busy or doing something to take your mind of it or cry a little or moan on the inside. Have you ever been in a situation that you still want that person in your life, but its too deep to be friends plus the way people getting put into friend zones these days there will be no love showed, although you love that individual, but it hurts when you see that person passing over you or don't have that love for you anymore until YOU just disappear without a trace.