Dreams about you..

I don't usually get good sleep but when I do I dream about you..last night was the first night I've gotten good sleep sense I have been talking to you ...It hurt having to live with myself with the thought of knowing that I hurt you ...I hurt us ...its always because of my selfish ways I have to put myself in these situations where I don't know if I can ever get myself out..in my dream I called babe....and you came..that was the most amazing feeling in the world knowing that the 1 out of billions of people  could call you babe and you recognize mine in a heart beat...