First child new emotions and pain

  I feel a pain in my heart, id never wish another to feel.

Empty, lost, numb, you name it I most likely feel it.

  Five days ago I became a mother to the most amazing Little guy,

 Carried him for nine months inside my belly,

Although my pregnancy I admit I was mostly in denial Through out.

  But the day I gave birth that denial I no longer felt

I  I feel a pain in my heart, id never wish another to feel.

Empty, lost, numb, you name it I most likely feel it.

  Five days ago I became a mother to the most amazing

Little guy,

 Carried him for nine months inside my belly,

Although my pregnancy I admit I was mostly in denial

Through out.

  But the day I gave birth that denial I no longer felt

Inside.

My heart instantly loved him without a single doubt.

 For once no longer did my heart feel so hollow inside and

Out.

 My baby boy gave me a feeling one of which I had no

Idea existed.

 To love and raise my little guy is all I want to do now

And forever.

  My choices though keep him from me at this point in

Time.

 Cps came to the hospital and took him in a blink of an

Eye.

 And now a new set of feelings have swooped inside me

Feeling I’m certain only a parent could feel.

  Being a mother I will not give up nor will I shut myself

Down.

 To be strong and do what I must do to get him back is

All I can do.

  For I will not give up or lose my faith in the lord or myself.

I will get my baby back even if it takes a little time.

   Zane Eli Scott is my son my life and he will always be.  

   This event in my life will come to an end ill have him in my

Arms again,

 Never again will this happen I promise him and myself this.nside.

My heart instantly loved him without a single doubt.

 For once no longer did my heart feel so hollow inside and

Out.

 My baby boy gave me a feeling one of which I had no

Idea existed.

 To love and raise my little guy is all I want to do now

And forever.

  My choices though keep him from me at this point in

Time.

 Cps came to the hospital and took him in a blink of an

Eye.

 And now a new set of feelings have swooped inside me

Feeling I’m certain only a parent could feel.

  Being a mother I will not give up nor will I shut myself

Down.

 To be strong and do what I must do to get him back is

All I can do.

  For I will not give up or lose my faith in the lord or myself.

I will get my baby back even if it takes a little time.

   Zane Eli Scott is my son my life and he will always be.  

   This event in my life will come to an end ill have him in my Arms again,

 Never again will this happen I promise him and myself this.