Access Denied

   
   
   
          questioning the very free in verse;    
          originality leans on research;    
          each second between one's breath;    
          each second between one's blink;    
   
          these functions aren't rehearsed;    
          it flows like the deep sea;    
          as things surface on the shore,    
          and unsure of one's humanity;    
   
          one's digestive system constipated;    
          one's capacity to withstand,    
          frequently drained despite what's concentrated;    
          automatic shut down takes place....    
   
          the hard drive within;    
          access denied among files,    
          one hasn't accepted,    
          as it hasn't accepted me....
 
       territorial on one's own very being;
       observing the interpretations  of ideas of dreams;
       and everything, the way that it seems;
       while day by day is all I gratefully see....