Forgive me

I am the infinite
Forgive me if I'm sick of it
My throat vomits a little bit
So I turn my head and spit to rinse
I try to meditate to fix the grit
But when I sit I shit and piss
I hate the smell like licorice
But dip my finger in and take a lick
Ugh
Disgusting prints
Fuck it I've become indifferent
The flavors like the sun so I dive in
But I am Icarus
Falling and I'm spinning sense
In to a form of ignorance
And you can have some too
I learned from you just what forgiveness is
As the impact meets me with a kiss
And I burst into all of this
Spinning grinning
my atoms greatest hits
And I participate as precipitation
Remember
I am the inifinite