Left you alone

Sometimes I wish I'd just left you alone
Left every stone
Unturned never thrown
Sandpaper heart
Burned into glass
Now shattered and trashed
It hurts but it's home
That was MY lie
I made it my own
Because you said you loved me
In every moan
Whenever you cried
And I'd write you a poem
Said that you'd never leave
Lies sang in your tone
No decency
Text goodbye on the phone
Now I look inside to see if I've grown
I think I've found my light it was dim but still shone
Showed me trapped in a bubble
I called it my throne
Illusions now burst
I climb out of the rubble of dome
But would I have missed the truth I've been shown
If I got my wish and just left you alone