Don't let my nightmare become reality.

Have you not yet takin into consideration of what i have been through to get away from that shit, and i just lead myself straight back where i started. Have you wondered what i feel every time you inhale it, it may be natural but to me it's deadly. I hate it.
No matter what i do or say to you, i cant stop you.
This will always be my nightmare, In which no one will ever see from my eyes..
Never going to leave, will always fight me & haunt me in my sleep.