Reminiscing

These songs are taking me back, way back when I had more than just a handful of friends
Way back when I was filled with a little less sense, back when my defenses where nothing more than a simple picket fence As the years progressed I've continued to pull through this mess called life continually stumbling over my pride
As I write this and reminisce I can't help but feel the absence of bliss one of the few things I will consciously admit
I feel more than unfit barely keeping my grip this is nothing more than another stitch holding it all together
My composure has grown to be as tough as leather and I feel like everything is whatever, i can take it or leave it I really don't care
I pretend to be unaware it tends to keep things simple when people don't realize your there
My position is often misplaced, misunderstood another asshole lacking the insight to realize he has it good
So I try and take it all in, but I must admit the worlds problems aren't at the top of my list not even close it's been all about the money hoping it can mend my woes