Infected Dreamer

All the things that keep me up at night,
All the things that just aren't right.

Infected dreams that will never end,
A broken heart that will not mend.

Secrets that go untold,
Watching my sad life unfold.

Not sure what to do,
Because nothing I do is true.

I am living a lie,
Wishing to myself to die.

My dreams are infected by my worst fears,
And my face is stained with my tears.

So I am up all night long,
Because honestly I don't belong.

I don't belong living a life that's been through hell,
My life is just an empty shell...

Of someone infected by her dreams.