Stage fright

I'm an off stage struggle
 
And an on stage fighter.
 
I am no juggler and I'm not a one nighter.
 
Put on a mask and by day I lie.
 
Most nights I hang my head and cry.
 
Too long a sinner
 
Just a faithless beginner
 
Oh I'd rant and I'd rave
 
I would yell and I'd  swear.
 
I would down right misbehave.
 
You could tell how ise feelin by the face I would wear.
 
I told myself I wouldn't go out just then
 
See, I met me a girl and we got to talkin.
 
A couple weeks went by and I spied her again.
 
She turned and she said, " either ya take me out or gettuh walkin!"