Till the day my heart goes cold

I cut someone
Out of my life
The one person
Who could take
My sadness away
The pills were in
My hand my stomach
There were only a few left
Suicide, I wanted to die

Then in my head
Her poetry came
Old and Grey
She saved me
With her words
She saved me
Even tho she
wasn't there

I'm in love with a dream
My heart tears at the seams
To be with her again someday
As I touched my heart
I saw her face
The one thing I chase
The sadness there deep
But with tender love and care
Her words are like a fresh breath of air

Old and grey
How I would love
For it to be true
Again someday someway
Maybe second chances don't exist
For she is the only one I truly miss

Old and grey
I think about it everyday
Everyday as weeks
Turn into months and years
I still have to fight back tears
I told God I was afraid of my destiny
Maybe once she sees
She won't see me
And he said "Love is your destiny
Don't be afraid because you hear me
You understand each other's soul"
My best friend till the day
My heart goes cold