Soul Food

                          
                 
                 
           live to eat; not eat to live, has been one's subconscious mentality;                
           it's hard to consistently eat something "golden" healthy;                
           that'll do well by the soul, mind, and body;                
           especially with the commercials broadcasted on the tv;                
                 
         you could tell-a-vision to me, though I burn off fumes; toxicity;                
           with the discipline of a wounded animal driven.... to instability;                
     the "high road"; the "straight and narrow"; is exactly what it is;                
            it takes more for me to ask god(or the sun) to strengthen me;        
         even with another day "blessed" to see;              
                 
         when the fields are plagued; costing arms in legs;                
     it's more or less a "biggie"; that gives "faith"    
      lack of a true commitment; a hard time like prison;              
 because it's something hard to see with a soul/sole malnutrition;               
      one agrees; there's a difference to be here, but not truly whole;                
                 
         whole as in; in touch with a true purpose for one's ego;                
     which doesn't boil out of control; seeing the high raised bar for what it is;                
   with a color painted gold; the value truly lying within the mind, body and soul;                
  though it's expensive to keep the "lights" on by way of just "self" control....                
                 
         lighting a candle; speaks volumes;                
  like the beginning, process, or ending of....healing or destruction;                
   like being at a "slow burn" crossroads....                
         first and foremost; I want/need a beautiful soul....        
       
      one's truly in a self conflicting battle....      
presence of piece/peace that completes,      
to this puzzle is missing out there....