A lover's wish

have you ever had that feeling that you wanted to just make love to that special someone or have urges about that individual everyday?
 
I have, every day baby I wish that you was here.  
 
I literally looked at a female same complex as you, dazed into to her until I had to stop myself, because she ain't you.  
 
My body haven't had no good loving In years and I just made up my mind that I want to make love to you until you say mercy or I quit.  
 
I still don't understand what went wrong between us time will only tell, but then again you never love me, so you really can't see my heart.  
 
Several people don't understand that the heart actually matters, now look at it many individuals after the wants that they really don't need.  
 
People is not moving in their lane, they adjusting to this society and that Is why the world not circulating with love.  
 
Every day I shed a tear, because you not here with me, right now you probably loving someone  who don't love you like I do.
 
 
Every year the birth age changes and I just wish that you was here to blow the candles with me.  
 
Before that I close my eyes and make a wish: " Lord I like to thank you for allowing me to see another day, lord I also like to thank you for letting me be here for another age,  lord God I ask you to let this beautiful creature that you made stay for a lifetime. Lord Jesus I ask you to let her be mine".
 
I don't want any female baby I just want you and only you, but than again you never love me so I guess I will not get what I wished for.
 
Lord Jesus, its all up to you. My hands are tired.