Wholeheartedly

There's a storm raging inside of me  
I can never let these feelings be  
My heart and soul always seem to fight  
While I try to sleep alone tonight  
 
They say the road to hell  
Is paved with good intentions  
I would like to say I done my best  
But to confess, I never did much for you  
I understand why you don't know who I am  
But I always loved you... wholeheartedly  
 
These six strings and bright lights  
Consumed all my days and nights  
I was never there to see you grow up  
I thought, I would have time to make it right  
Time is running out as I stand in the shadows on your day  
A woman dressed in white standing beside a man unlike me  
A girl, I never kissed good night, is all I see  
I understand why you don't know who I am  
But I always loved you... wholeheartedly  
 
The pain, when reality comes crashing in, is more than I can bear  
It's so easy to say, I'll make it up to you, I swear  
The truth is... I don't have the courage to change  
This song is all I have to let you know  
I always loved you ... Wholeheartedly