Lost Lover

I get these urges
To come looking for you
To find you and look into your eyes
To make your heart race
To feel your skin and touch your hair
The urges keep getting stronger
But I sober myself down  
With words sometimes And
the mundane at other times
But I know these urges well
They won’t cease before me
They will keep coming back to me
Like waves hitting the shore and
Some memories that stay
These urges they keep me on the edge
And help me with the words
But let the words cease And my world end
But All I want now is to look into your eyes
All I want now is the whole of you not the world