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Happy Fathers' Day

Happy Fathers' Day
K.Caliber


First it was 40s wit da 40
Then it was a 40 wit the weed
211 with a blunt was all I would Need
Fucc it high as shit mission was a 2-11
I know when I die my destination isn't heaven
And ya'll wonder why I suffer from depression

Being a father is incredible blessin
But I Feel like my father wasn't shit that's a life lesson
You threw my mama fists tried to cover it with love
I was 12 when learned that had me wantin to finish this glass of OJ jump in a bronco run back and make sure I fit the glove

Better move have the lil homie keep pushin him drugs
I survived that car crash you called drunk just to wish me death & now you confused why you catch a stiff arm when you come in for hugs

Ya actions and words tell me you ain't want me
I mean nigga you ran out the crib when mommy water broke
Callin you daddy feel funnier than a Kev Hart joke
But I look just like you I guess that's God's Joke

Naive young nigga thought you were my hero
Grow up my love for you went from 60 to zero
I had my S dome fitted and my OG so muahfucca I ain't need you

Matter of fact....you either
Mama left a nigga who beat her
And got an ain't shit cheater
Over the years I learned I hate how you treat her

When that bitch came to the crib pregnant I reached
For the glock under my bed
But couldn't bring myself to cause Kyle & Danielle that type of tear shed
Your pride made me write you off
In those Fist fights memories is why your blood shed

You caused our beef and ain't did shit to address it
I was 23 when said I won't stress it
Left the crib couldn't take it
Hoping I got that call saying mommy left it
My step dad nigga you stepped in and fucked up
I'm not lil Keithy and I ain't Rob's kid
God the reason I didn't leave them both wit a split wig

I made changes in my life so wouldn't be them
2 dads 2 hands 2 middle fingers
Happy Father's Day to him and him
Written by Kcaliber
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