Body (trigger warning)

Dear Body,
I am sorry that you are covered in scars.
I am sorry that I have yet to learn how to love you.
I am sorry that I constantly judge you.
I am sorry that I push you past your breaking point.
I am sorry that I have hurt you.
I am sorry that I have tried to kill you.
I am sorry that no one has made an effort to love you.
I am sorry that no one taught me how to love myself.
I am sorry that you've been hurt by unwanted people.
I am sorry that you have bruises form those unwanted people.
I am sorry that I can't fix you.
I am sorry that other people call you fat and disgusting.
I am sorry that I hate you.
I am sorry that I hate you.
I'll say it again,
I am sorry that I hate you..

Dear Body,
Please forgive me for hurting you.