the vow

     
I found myself    
in the shattered glass remains    
little bits of me    
that you snuffed out    
like your last cigarette    
                  
              ~    
     
in our burning hours    
we fucked with demonic passion    
yes I picked myself      
out of the small boned china    
pieces of my smothered femininity      
choked by the corset      
you bound me in    
     
                 ~    
     
I was for your amusement    
a dalliance nothing more    
you whored out my poetry    
to draw other women      
into your chambers    
wanted me to look on    
as you gave them the worst of you    
     
                 ~    
     
you didn't see my tears    
as they burned      
a path down my cheeks    
you failed to ever really see me at all    
a Sadistic beast    
who took pleasure in my pain    
     
                ~    
     
I washed you away    
with the cum & the blood    
took back my power    
& vowed never again    
     
     
     
     
     
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