Heartbreak Effect

Dear heart, do not fall for him
Because he is going to crush your  
Spirit. Your eyes filled to the brim
With tears, but that was before  
You got to know him. I am
Now falling into the hole and mess  
This has become. The truth will slam
Hard and you should never stress
Over someone who was never
Completely yours to begin with.
I should have just pulled the lever
And said no, but he was not a myth
Anymore. He was becoming a part
Of my reality and world. There is no
Way to walk away without my heart
Breaking. I wish he would go
Away, but then that would only deal
With more pain and heartbreak.
I still have to wait for him to kneel
Right before me to take and make
That promise of being in this
Together forever. Some part of
Me will always long and miss  
Having you right here. I fell in love.