My Darkness Of a Heart no more

[font=Georgia][b]Life as we know it is not always fair.
I think now we must suffer for what evil we have caused
in our previous life-In todays life.
What other explanation could there be?
A family curse to what end-
no happiness, alone and broken.
But who dare steps up to take this woman
      and make her whole again?
Who can heal this broken heart and make it whole again?
Who can love me, truly love me
      and be with me once again?
Is there such a thig Of true love,
     or is it just a fantasy,
a mere illusion of a dream
     that will never become reality.
  I'm tired of hurting, feeling nothing
   but pain and my hearts darkest fears,
to the depths of my soul.
Every day my heart cries out
to please take this pain from me,
take it away to never feel it again ,
As it is nothing but hell and torment to me..
       All broken and hurt,
never to be healed or feel love again.
Friends and family tell you to pray,
to have faith...faith in what..
    ...hurt, disappointment, despair,
the pain once again of a broken heart
        never to be healed again?
For the hope that one day somewhere in time,
A prince will come to take away the pain,
   and heal my broken heart once again...
   For now each day that passes I grow colder,
      darker into the depths of my own pain...
For the hurt is gone, has now passed and left me
in a dark cold place, I never thought I'd be again.
The darkness is overwhelming and comforting...
          the pain has become numb
For darkness has taken me in
        and made me who I have become.
  Darkness, and light knows no bounds
           for each needs the other
Darkness and evil I choose to keep me away
           from the depths of pain and hurt
The depths that no one can break...
To love again is a fairytale dream,
      one that will will never become a reality.
© Darkbaby August 2011