Mind Wanders

My mind wanders

from place to place

searching for something

that leaves no trace.

My face shows all

while my lips stay sealed

its hard to hide these feelings

when this body betrays me.

My heart aches

for better days

not worrying if

these debts are paid.

My eyes see past delusion

color blind

there is no conclusion.

My body fights

battles everyday

just to stand

alone, move forward.

Let's create

new beginnings

stop holding back

show your true feelings.

One day you'll wake up

everything you've ever wanted

will be right there.

Did you ever find it?

or was it already there

from the start.

My mind wanders.