Gone

I still remember your embrace.
You loved the way I traced the skin on your body and face.
Hugs from you were warm
They were safe.

Movie nights in your bed felt right
You held me tight as I slept
Kept away the bad dreams
And made every day with you feel like a great dream.

The day I heard that you died
My world froze.
I called you, I texted you..
Nothing ..
and it was never actually real to me until I got to your funeral

They played dust in the wind,
A song you made fun of everyday
There was a priest there
Your family weren't aware
That you believed in spirits, not god.

I still dream about you.
I wake up in your bed,
You smile at me half asleep
And tell me its okay, just sleep.

I'm glad I got to know you
Am grateful I got to love you
Im sad..
 that I'll always miss you.