Why

Why do I want what I can't have? All I do is think of what could be. You coming home from a long day at work. Looking at me like I am your everything. To have dinner on the table, house cleaned and the kids and I happy to see you. Getting a kiss after the kids. Asking you about your day while I rub your back. After dinner lounging on the couch til it is time for the kids to go to bed. Making out like horny teens once we are alone. And at night snuggle in each other arms safe and warm.

But

We don't leave together, we don't have kids and you don't even look at me like that. Why? You only want to be friends. And treat me like a little sister and not like your future.