gone

She is gone has spread her wings
end of the line i am out of time.
my world is gone i watched it go i was aware i did not stop it
saw it ending saw it clearly.
I love her dearly.
self destructive instinct death wish don't know why this happened.
not much there stupid selfish
every day i float through disconnected looking down at the clown i have become
i see him clearly.
he loves her dearly.
shes been had by me a fake poor girl mental rape.
chip away the joy that's the story, slowly rotting all that mattered had her heart tattered
full of holes from my 12 gauge soul.rapid fire devil for hire,assassinate the good that lied inside my sweet soft bride i killed her so clearly.
I love her dearly