All Alone

All alone now I stand
here with empty hands
that once held yours.
Here I am vulnerable and tired
of the fight I have to face
with you gone
while you fly high to escape.
It used to be me and you,
you and me,
us,
a team.
Now it's just me, alone, numb,
cold, weak.
Who am I without you?
I'm incomplete.
I need to find me without you here to love me
while I continue to love you
in a new way and
carry on
in the way you would want me to.
I need to hold on to the memories I keep while making new ones with new people and having new beginnings
and not be afraid to love.