A man exists

I heard you believe in nightmares, and the monsters walk past you every day, the last time you saw a man was when your father held you in his arms , the smell of his suit and tie has taken your heart into a lonely place,until your mind looped in time complicating all the reasons why you should forget he found a deeper place,

The first time you saw a monster you grew jitters at back of your spine, and bended slowley to the curves of the gun hole,  
You endured the density of his last faith as he awaited spirit up and man down,
You were just a little girl tears falling down,  
Turned fatherless by a firearm clown,
Now you believe there's no man existent enough to hold you in his arms

I heard about your father am sorry, but am Just human shooting love signs hoping to make you write a new story