Blind

Confused yet always trying to stay amusued
You cant see color, yet you say their names with a steady brow
"It looks a bit lighter than the rest.
Its probably just lavander. I cant attest, but my favorite color is purple right now"
You try to burn the imagined color into your psyche  
But not so much to seem over induldged or high key
At the same time you want to paint everything the same color
Uncertain of the dripping paint you are using to cover  
Covering everything with an easy stroke
So many thick layers it begins to crack
Wondering what color will be choosen next to soak
Evntually all the colors together will make black