Scared

I'm not afraid of dying and I'm not afraid of death.
I'm not afraid of hurting or taking my last breath.
I'm not ashamed to cry or to miss you when you're gone.
I'm not too weak to get over you if you ever move on.
I don't fear not living life cuz I've lived it up a lot.
I'm not afraid to experience things I'd rather not be taught.
I'm used to not being anybody to anyone but me.
I'm used to faking smiles everyday just for you to see.
I'm strong enough to laugh even when I'm blue.
I'm not scared of much I'm just scared of losing you.