Pill Poppin' Junkie

Got them OTC pills and they ain't for sale.
These OTC pills are for my own personal use,look at me,can't you tell?
I take caffeine pills to keep my ass awake while at work.
And then i take sleepin' pills to put my ass out when i get off work.
Pill poppin' junkie since 1995.
Poppin' pills for every reason thought of,even when i tried to commit suicide.
Didn't calculate that one too well.
Didn't care if i died and my soul fell into hell.
Just wanted this pain to stop.
All my responsibilities i just dropped.
My suicidal tendencies began with a broken heart.
What that girl did to me,tore my world apart.
I loved that bitch with everything i was.
I gave her everything i had,but still what i had wasn't enough.
Alone i was meant to be.
Alone isn't what i wanted to be.
That's when i turned to those OTC pills.
Just to take the edge off those late night chills.
Pill poppin' junkie,i gave myself that title wayback then.
And pill poppin' junkie is still today,until i decide when.
Pain pills,blood pills,anxiety pills,depression pills.
Pills pills pills pills.
Mother fuckin' pills.
Don't love the pills.
Just need the pills so i don't get sick,withdrawls from them pills is a hellish expeirence.
Still i gots the pills,tylenol pm pills i need to put me to sleep.
A deep sleep.
Just to forget all lifes bullshit.
Forget and to drown out the sounds that emit from pure shit.
If i am to pass on from this life.
God have mercy on my sinful soul.
Please forgive thee.
For all my wicked ways.
Please forgive thee.
For being a..................................Pill Poppin' Junkie