Terms and conditions

I text her and she asked me"who's this"
I called her and said,"its me"and she said"I know"
so how you been?
I miss you
I miss being around you
memories of you flashing through my mind
I tried so hard with her,you'd think I was obsessed
the way it went on,you'd think I was feeling attached
and she had no clue what was going on
got your friends grooming you on how to play this game of hard to get
they say men want what they cant have,its been tested
she told me that her ass used to be bigger than it is
Im like "damn!thats the type of shit to make me want you more
if you let me,I'll show you
know me as not one to stall
thats if you really want something,L.O.L
you told me about yourself,turns out,we have alot in common
I put my hand around your waist
I love the way you feel when you're close to me
trying to control my hormones,keep them in check,at bay
we're in public,we'll keep it decent
do whatever,it depends
wanna meet you frequently
settled for whenever you were free
settled for whatever,it was a"your way"streak
always on your terms and conditions,forgot to read the fine print
had a feeling,your heart was'nt in it,you was'nt being legit
you was'nt committed,got a hint
when I caught you thinking I was this other guy you're seeing,
over a phone text
now your secrets revealed
I was right to trust my instinct
I used to call it a relationship but had nothing to show for it but your pics,it was more a myth
I realised it was all a game,you really played me,alright you win
but you cheated
you cheated on me,who's he?
you cheated on me,you did
I thought we could be like 2 peas in the pod
cant believe I even had a soft spot
for you in my heart
I feel used,does that amuse you?Im not happy
is that funny,Im so angry
you're good,you got me
you fumbled my heart,you played your trump card,you got skills
my heart is broken and I cant fix it
sewn it back together,got stitches to remember
that body,waist small,curvaceous looking slender
you got it going on,used to render
bedroom services
used to bang her,orgasms looked like exorcism
used to look fucked up when I cum,straight outta that rhythm
I still do
broke up with her before new years,27th december
I got new years plans
yeah I lost you but I move like a champ
ready to move on,Im amped
Im hell-bent on forgetting you
new years resolution
nah,but seriously
we're done