Cut

I cut to let out the pain  
The pain swelled inside myself  
Inside myself is what hurts
What hurts is the thoughts  
The thoughts that are consuming  
Consuming my every sense  
Every sense of hopelessness  
Hopelessness will be my end  
My end I fear is near  
Near me are the blades  
The blades that changed me  
Changed me into a freak  
A freak who is blamed  
Blamed for all my failure  
My failure is everywhere  
Everywhere no one knows  
No one knows how much pain  
How much pain I am put through  
Through the darkness I will go  
I will go to the other side  
The other side of this torture  
This torture is my drug  
My drug that I can't stop  
Can't stop for it has its own mind  
It's own mind is controlling me  
Controlling me to do its deed  
The deed that will eventually end  
Eventually end with a cut.