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My tongue is marble
when careless
minds risk treading it

it breaks.
& I
have no patience anymore
for falsifications, for their prophecies
their philosophies

I don't even have
time for my own

I gasp when minds
splay open for my eyes
to drink in

Here's how I think
the world works
and here's why

spare me the
suffocation of small talk
spare me the
disgust in your eyes
when I decide to open
u ppppp

The world doesn't really
work that way

I'll keep drinking
keep popping pills
keep educating a mind
more swollen with information
than the next door neighbour's dick
5 kids.. that's a lot of swelling.

See my mind
opened by racism
see my mind
reject that hate

I am
a shotgun
ttttttttrrrrrrrrrkkkkkk
trrrrrrrrrkkkkkkkkk
trrrrrrrrrrrrrkkkkkkk
goddamn it,
i'm out of bullets.

I dream....
of a world
where people understand
more than they shun

where life isn't
Instagram and Facebook and Twitter
Less is more, but we are the victims
of over-consumption.

I sat
in the back
of a university worker's mind
once.

He watched me
and I bathed in the blue
of his eyes as I got
political..
It turned him on... a bit

Because I paid attention
to the world

but mate, man, sir
it doesn't take a genius
to switch off the monitors
and switch on your mind's monitor

We are the
debt-slaves of the
technological era

I owe you
my knowledge
I owe you
my right arm and
my education

But you are not
My God.

My God smoked his
last cigarette when I was
sixteen and
is six feet deep
in the grave
of my own mind.

Find me
find me
I begged of Him

He left me hanging.

Recently, I asked 'Him'
about Syria.

I asked him about my Home, too.

and just like when I was sixteen
he offered me silence

God,
are you hidden in the
laptops now?
are you hidden in the
crevices of the Internet?

Do you approve of Porn Stars?

Perhaps, Perhaps..
You're a Tory....